Thanks for checking in. It’s been almost a month since I’ve done an update because there’s no substantial change relative Irene’s journey of faith. I’ve been using a term for quite some time to describe the pendulum of human emotion at this juncture … which is that she is “living in the tension of ambiguity.”
Tension is defined as:
- the act of stretching or straining.
- the state of being stretched or strained.

Ambiguity is defined as:
- doubtfulness or uncertainty of meaning or intention: to speak with ambiguity; an ambiguity of manner.
- an unclear, indefinite, or equivocal word, expression, meaning, etc.
Synonyms
1. vagueness, deceptiveness. 2. equivocation.
“Living in the tension of ambiguity” for more than 6 years affects all areas of one’s life. We’re both grateful for prioritization of those issues that matter most….Faith, Family & Friends.
Irene’s right calf severely cramped during dialysis treatment today and she pulled the emergency cord for the first time in 6 years. She is grateful for a capable medical team surrounding the experience. She’s nauseated, exhausted and endeavoring to recover as she looks forward to the refreshment of a new day “living in the tension of ambiguity”.
Thanks for caring,
Dave